Your eyes

Your eyes are like two honey pots, because of so bright and so beautiful they are.
They are of the same color of honey.
They fascinate me, and delight me .
They are pure magic!

3 January 1990

Dear diary.
The time goes by and like always new loves come.
A new love arrived, but for this love I´m suffering because it last only a few days and these days are over.
Maybe I´ll never see Hugo, the boy that I used to like, anymore, so I won´t look back to the past. I´ll simply live my life.
This is the only way that I know what to do, and I know that I like Gustavo very much and I know he likes me and respects me.
And that is the reason why I´ll never forget him.

Our world

Our world is full of life, full of love and peace.
But also full of war, hate, disagreement, infamy and slander.
And it is like all the people say...
Nothing is perfect!

03 January 1990

I´m kind of confused, because on love matters I´m having luck and bad luck.
Luck because there are several boys that like me, and bad luck because I´m confused for several reasons.
One of the reasons is because I don´t know who I like the most, if it is Hugo, Igor or Otavio.
Hugo is everything I htought he would be, cute, nice, polite and jealous!
Igor is very funny, sympathetic, gorgeous and conqueror.
Otavio is polite, jealous, tough guy, he respects me, so cute, shy, smart and funny.
And those are not the only ones that like me, there is also Tiago, Italo, Leandro, Bruno, Alessandro, Wendell, Wagner, Marcelo and Eliano.
But none of them match with me.
I don´t even know if I like of any of them, or just they like me.
Most of them were my trusted friends, so i better stop writing so I won´t offend anyone.
But from all the tree, the one I guess I like the most is Hugo.
He was the one that touched my heart and made me open my eyes.

02 January 1990

I made this poetrys:

Amar o mundo,
E honrar seu pais
É viver sua vida
E faze-la feliz!
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Se for para chorar, deixe que eu chore.
Se for para cantar , deixe que eu cante.
Se for para dançar, deixe que eu dance.
Mas se for para me amr, isso voce terá que faze-lo.
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Dei a volta pelo mundo
Para poder lhe encontrar.
Não lhe achei um nenhuma parte,
Mas sei que um dia vou te amar.

The love

To love and to be loved are two very different things. Be loved is so much better and easier that to love someone.

03 May 1989

On the building I live there is nothing happening, so yesterday I went to the neighbor building.
I played a little and then I notice I was wearing skirt. I went home, put some shorts and went running back there.
It was about 9 pm when my father called me , but I convinced him to let me stay for some more 22 minutes and while that I kept playing. After that my friend Livia said something to me that made me upset. I said it to the boy and she started to show herself. Livia told me to punch the boy and I said I was not going to do that.

The formula of the love

I want to find the only thing never discovered, the formula of love.
The only thing that at the moment I´m needing.
If it will be easy or hard it only depends of my heart.
Only him will find it.

Angel who are you?

You are the love I always dreamed of, hoped for and calculated in my dreams.
You are the reason I´m alive and loving.
You are my hope, my fight, my reason to live.
You are all of this and many more.
My angel.
My love!

02 May 1989

I´ve being worried by my studies. Because the exams has come, I´m freak´d out and tomorrow is the last one.
It is a sciences exam and in the  try-out I had a low grade, so I hope I do not have a low grade on that exam.
This month is being great. Yesterday I did many things. My mom and my dad wanted to go to my cousin house and I didn´t want to go and my brother also. We ended going.
We played a lot and in the night we went to the Circus Ditalia. After that we went back hope, but before go back home I saw some friends, made new friendships and had fun.
I hope today is the same as yesterday. A good, warm and hot day.

03 October 1988

Today I am very happy because I discover that I´m the best student of my class.

27 May 1988

Today I play with everybody and I like veru much to be there friend.

24 May 1988

Dear diary my notes are kind of good this year because I always take 90 but not 100.

19 December 1987

You know I have a boyfriend but I guess I found another and I don´t know what to do.

30 November 1987

I just got such a beautiful pin. It is from Menudos.
They are so gorgeous and that is why I´m a hug fan of them.

30 November 1987

I have one friend. She is fun and beautiful. I think she is my best friend! Her name is Carolina. But I didn´t say that she is my best friend. I said that I think she is. I have other friends and they are all cool.
Carolina is a great friend and collegue. I also think that she is a beautiful girl and sensitive and that is why everybody loves her.
I like her very much and I say it with my heart open. I like her very much and I give her the congratulations for that!

02 September 1987 - My luck

I´m having lots of luck. I´ve being gaining a lot of things. There is no discussion at home, and I´m taking high notes on the school. I´m really, really happy. I´m having so much luck. With all this luck I got many gifts. I got a jewelery box with tree separate parts, I got a doll that cries and a gold pin.
I´m hoping that this luck continues. And also for everything in Brasil to get better. That the community get better.
Oh God , thank you for all that luck in name of the father and of the holly spirit, amen.
I wish that the violence end. I want the bad people to end.

05 July 1987

My boyfriend!
My boyfriend is called Eliano.
He has 9 years old and he is so charming.
He is my boyfriend and my friend.
Really friend, but if he does not like me I want him to know that I love him !

30 May 1987

My friends are cool but every day you find another friend.
The friends comfort us  and make us happy. But not only the friends do that. The boyfriends also do that but they love us!

25 April 1987

I made a box of arts and it was pretty cool.
My brother also did one, and it was fun and good and it always will be!